Life As We Know It

So I think life is one giant complex system....
So many things to think about and what not. I think we must make mistakes and fall as such, love and get our hearts broken a couple of times, get drunk and make a fool of ourselves. Why you ask? Save yourself the trouble you may say. Older and wiser is what you will be if you learn from these experiences. If you don't learn from these mistakes then one cannot grow and become wiser to the beings of life. I myself have made probably one two many mistakes in life....it bites you in the arse for sure. I am now wiser and better for it. On the subject of love and lust many people have said how lucky I have been, I for one consider myself very fortunate to have loved and lusted after and with so many girls. But I have missed out on some real gems.....all because of my immaturity, lack of thinking and greed. I have many times wished I could have done the right things with some woman, treated them better, been faithful, said how I have really felt and so on. I know I have hurt some people... I myself have also been hurt. Learn from it and make the right decisions next time....go with your heart....sometimes its a fine balance of looking after yourself and others.... I guess at the end go with whatever is going to make you happy at the end of the day...it's you that suffers when you suffer. Love every chance you get!!

Can Ya Fuckin Here Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=reuhRjgB6xg

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I don't know what happened,
I am a failure, fucked up every thing I've done
So many girls I've loved, I look at one and cry every time,
WTF, I am a fucking shambles.....
Love is too much too ask for...