Heartbreak

I haven't written anything in a while, but I thought it was time....
I am in love right now with a woman who is simply amazing,
the softest skin, delicate eyes and a face that can make a man melt.
Thanks for the great times so far and I hope there are many more,
I know I have to leave sometime, and i'm heartbroken for this,
But lets enjoy what we have left and have a blast,
Its been wonderful, your a great gal, whatever happens thanks for the memories,
Lets not live in the past and live for now,
All the best babe, your gonna go far
I love you

At an end.

Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on...
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
you're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
so if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need ya like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holdin' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your moves...you, yeah!
...the nights ya know I still do...

Fresh

It's a saturday night, believe it or not,
Not one beer, a cigarette, or a whiff of the old herb,
I'm dead cold sober, the summer is at its end,
Like a roller coaster ride, it's had many twists and turns,
I have lived, I have learnt, been burnt, and healed with time,
A special girl, though a hard pill to swallow,
Still fresh in the mind, step by step it becomes easier,
She won't be forgotten, I keep her close,
Tears, smiles, laughter,
Few words to describe this woman,
Although there could never be enough,
Anyway we choose our own paths,
Let yours be great, let it be blessed,
Time will heal, how long must i wait?

Reality Check

I will make u laugh, i will treat u right, I love u for who u are,
You are who i met, the girl I fell in love with,
I will be the bigger man, the one who puts a smile on your face,
I don't wont you to change, I can love you forever
Be my man, I wanna be the man who makes you happy,
Let me be the man who you wanna marry

Whoah

Right now the situation I am in is a strange one, part of me is cut up inside worrying about someone very special, the other is at its wits end as to what to do to win her back. I have displayed my feelings many times, she knows I would bend over backwards and give her the world if I could. Is there something else I must do, A matter of trust is the issue? I can live with that, but I need to know one thing. Is there still a slight hint of chemistry left, you still have feelings for me? Am I still cute, do I still make you smile? That's all I need to know, like a man in the snow, I need to find that jacket, I need to be by the fire in winter. Early to say, time needs it's time, time needs to heal. For what I feel is a jellylike flutter, kick of a newborn, like a dose of bad porn. Time will tell, we can only see, either way it goes, i'm glad you were a part of me.

A-Ten

I'm holding you as you feel scared and small.
You've lost someone you love and it's her you're thinking of.
It's all that matters to you right now and it will be like this for long.
I'll be close to you, won't hide 'cause I know you need me by your side.

You wanna see her back again.
You wanna see her back into this world.

These past few months have been the toughest of your life.
You've lost someone you love and there's no greater pain above.
I know how close you were you two and the joy and love you shared.
It was sweet for me to see but now it's aching inside me.
If only she could see you now. Deep inside I think she can somehow.
She'd be the happiest mom, she'd be so proud. She'd laugh and smile.
-Shut up you're dreaming ! You're screaming at me loud.
And that's the way you really feel.
Back into this world...

Untitled

I'm a long way from home
And so all alone
Homesick, like I never thought I'd be
I'm a long way from home
And everything is wrong
Someone please watch over me

I'm not accustomed to these feelings
The lonliness is burning in my soul
Sometimes the mind is so misleading
I wish I'd stayed at home like I was told

I wish I knew the force within me
That keeps my mind out of control
What makes me reach for things that I can't see
I wish I'd stayed at home like I was told

Random Question

So I thought I'd heard everything,
Thought I knew it all,
A friend told me tonight,
When are you gonna marry this girl,
I laughed, I shrugged it off,
Truth is I love her, I miss her so much,
Every day is a day closer to her,
I don't know what the future holds,
Pray for the best, forget about the rest,
You can make me a happy man,
I'm not gonna lie this time,
Say your gonna make you mine,
If it's meant to be it'll be for the rest of time,
Time will tell,
Be with me, that'd be just swell..........

Clouds

So today I had practice outside,
Another grueling session,
I stayed longer, wanting to better myself,
Big dark clouds formed above,
I turned on my Ipod and ran, I passed,
I shot, I dribbled, I felt alive,
I heard the thunder crack violently above,
The lightning whipping down in the midst,
I didn't care, I kept going,
But in the middle of this I have the same image,
A rye smile crept onto my grimacing face,
I stopped and looked above, I wonder what she's doing,
Like a cold beer after a game,
You calm me, you make me happy,
I guess all I'm trying to say is that,
I still care, I miss you, Your still here....

Mash It Up

Excitement and heavenly pleasures

I feel when in your arms

I cannot help but be seduced

By your ways, your presence, your charms.

Love?

Love is unpredictable,
Love is uncontainable,
Love is reliable,
Love is infallible,
Love is right,
Love is wrong,
Love is weak,
Love is strong,
Love is good,
Love is pure,
Love is real,
Love is sure,
Love is jealous,
Love is pain,
Love is lost,
Love is gained,
Love is naked,
Love is raw,
Love is everything,
Love is all,
Love is here,
Love is there,
Love is beautiful,
Love is fair,
Love is great,
Love is shit,
Love is demanding,
Love is it....

Beauty

It's found in many ways,
A smile, a kiss, a pair of eyes,
Her lips, her hips,
It's all together,
What I like most is her,
She is heart, she is soul, she is life,
Her laugh is a charm,
A voice that brings you no harm,
Her face pierces me,
Her face haunts me,
I like you for you,
Not for fame, not for money,
Your of the sweetest nectar,
Much like honey,
You make me happy,
You've made me sad,
Lets get together, be with me,
Romance me, i'd be more than glad.

Kindness

I'snt it funny, I can think for hours,
Think of her in many ways, in many desires,
I always thought I'd still be the same,
Young, chaotic, bulletproof,
I think you have tamed me, you really have me,
Im like putty in your hands,
Now im wiser, you've put me to the test,
For you I only want the best,
I always thought I'd still be the playboy,
The one with the bachelor life,
But i'snt funny how things change so fast,
No longer am I the boy from the past,
I see you as the fair maiden,
As pure as they come,
Your sweet, georgeous and a bundle of fun,
So I wanna say thanks,
Thanks a bunch hun.

Crazy

So I return home tonight a sober man,
I count my blessings, one should be as lucky as I am,
One thing is missing, a mate to sail with me,
A dog without a bone, a girl without her phone,
I need the extra piece, the one that solves the puzzle,
The one that fills the void, the one with the smile,
Only time will tell, of that I'm sure,
If a man is so lucky, he will surely endure,
It will be worth it in the end,
For she is his best friend,
She treats him like a king, he thinks she is his queen,
Lets wind this clock forward,
It's you I run toward,
Think of me often as I of you,
For you are the light that shines through this foggy dew.

As Of Late

These last few days have been great,
I have spent more time with you,
We laughed again, joked again, maybe even argued again,
Your face is one that haunts, one that scars,
It always enters but it never escapes,
Even though we parted ways,
Just remember that all days,
Monday, Wednesday, Saturday,
In weeks, months, years to come,
I wont forget, the time I had with you,
The laughs I had, the kisses I shared,
It wont be lost deep at sea,
I dont know why but you'll always be a part of me,
I may move on, find someone else,
But youll always be with me, one way or another,
So thanks, I dont wont to think of the bad things,
But remember how we started,
A ring is round, it has no end,
Thats how long youll be my friend.

Life or so it seems.....

I fuck up alot, not little fuck ups,
The ones with big consequences, repercussions,
The ones you can't take back
The ones that hurt you, more importantly,
The ones that hurt others,
I never learnt a lesson, yes i'm regretful,
Mum always said you never learn,
I'm sorry, i'm so sorry,
You deserve better, you deserve more,
I fucked up, cheated you with a whore,
I'm an arse, i'm a cono,
I'm every curse under the sun,
I never dated you for fun,
I loved it how you called me hun,
It's too late now the sun has set,
What's done is done, que sera sera,
The verdict is out, I plead guilty,
Lay down the charge,
I'm sorry for what I've done,
Karma will get me one way or another,
It's karma thats won

Stolen From A Friend

"It may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime so let me say before we part, so much of me is made from what I learned from you. You'll be like a handprint on my heart... And now whatever way our stories end know you have rewritten mine by being my friend"

Surreal Surroundings

So i'm drunk, im twisted,
I''m coming back from the bars,
The lights are bright, the last stop in sight,
Objects fly by, if only you were by my side,
Things are crazy, my brain ablaze,
The year is almost done, i need you by my side,
I have the most fun, tell me im the one,
In a while your off somewhere,
This is what I've come to care,
I've found someone who I like to share with,
Be with, laugh with, smile with,
Thank you, it's been a blast,
I tell you one thing,
You'll not be a memory form my past

Wahine

There's a place in your heart where nobody's been,
Take me there,
Things nobody knows, not even your friends,
Take me there,
Tell me about your momma, your daddy,
Your home town, show me around,
I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out,

Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live,
Where you keep the rest of your life hid,
I wanna know the girl behind the pretty stare,
Take me there,

Your first real kiss, your first true love, you were scared
Show me where,
You learned about life, spent your summer nights,
Without a care,
I wanna be there

Stop & Think

Today has been some day......
Tonight I found myself conversing with foreingers,
People who live worlds apart,
We have differant values, differant cultures,
Differant languages, even differant skin tone,
We talk about life, about our countries,
We are not so differant, we laugh, we joke, we smile,
We embrace the same things in life,
Love, peace, religion, good health and good times,
Their countries have been stricken with war,
Stricken with corruption, stricken with poverty,
They remain upbeat, there is no hatred towards anyone,
Their love for life is just as vibrant as mine,
I admire their passion, their forgiveness and heart,
I wish everyone was like that, why cant we get along?
We all are equals amongst each other,

Frappachino's & Rainbow Cookies

Sunsets and sunrises,
This moment locked in time,
My breathe stops, our eyes lock,
Your heart beats next to mine,
The ground shakes, my body shivers,
It felt like total bliss,
I had all over tingles,
This is my first kiss

Sober Session

From my peaceful slumber she calls me,
Sunrise glory her beauty I can see,
She inspires me, she fires me,
She is the bearer of my soul,

I am not her first lover and I wont be her last,
Many other have loved her in the past,

Wrecked and broken she left me here to cry,
I sit and stare and wonder why,

Her rythmic movements hold me in a trance,
Dont end this unkind romance,
She owns my soul,
My soul is hers to hold.

Fresh Of The Head

Stolen from an African land
Chased out with a knife
With a face like Bob Marley and a mouth like a motor bike
Oh well the bars are always open and the time is always right
And if God's good word goes unspoken well the music goes all night

If i was Bob Marley I said could you be loved
If I was half pint I'd ball the lord up above
If I was Mike Tyson I'd look for a fight
If I was a BoomtownRats I would be stayin up all night
If I was the king Ad-Rock i would get stupid dumb
If rhymes were valiums I'd be comfortably numb

If I had a shotgun, know what I'd do,
I'd point that shit straight up at the sky
And shoot heaven on down to you

I want a lover, I can't find the time
I want a reason, I can't find the rhyme
I want to start some static, but I can't afford,
To hit the ground like I fell off my skateboard
Now a days as clear as you please, strap with protection or strap with disease.
Laughter, it's free any time just call me

Expressions Of Love

Just got back from a city of powder blue skies
Everybody thinks with their stomach
There's plenty of spies
Every street is crooked, they just wind around till they disappear

Madame Butterfly, she lulls me to sleep
Like an ancient river
So wide and deep
She said, "Be easy, baby, ain't nothin' worth stealin' here"

You're the one I've been waitin' for
You're the one I desire
But you must first realize
I'm not another man for hire

Smile So The World Can See

I'm smiling at you, I think your smiling at me.
Your face gleams across my mind,
Your so close I want to kiss you, yet you are so far,

Your smile is reflected by those who witness,
They are seduced by it, as am I,
Your eyes are kind, mirrored by your touch, your kiss

Don't hide, let it shine
Smile today, smile tomorrow
Smile when it rains
A smile knows no pain,
Smile so the world can see
Smile because it makes you happy,
Smile for me...............

Lullaby

He roamed near the place
Where his true love was slain
He wept bitter tears
But his cries were in vain
As he look on the lake
A swan glided by
And the sun slowly sank
In the gray up sky

Absolutely beautiful!!!

Blurb

If I was an ant crawlin' upon the wall
Tell me baby
Would it make no difference at all?
If I was a roach on a tree tell me
Would you smoke me?

Bright lights put me in trance
But it ain't house music
Makes me wanna dance,
Word,

I don't gamble but I bet
I'm gonna die if I don't get a cigarette,
Just because I always play the mac
Put the monkey on my back.

Life

Life is reality,
On par with dreams,
It's what you make it,
An illusion perhaps,
Its colours, shapes, outlines,
experience the moments,
Live free, live with passion,
Love like it's your last,
Feel like it's the first,
Go with it, karma guides us all,
It's a magical carpet ride,
The trip of a lifetime.

Illusions

Breath deep the gathering gloom,
Watch lights fade from every room,
Bed sitter people look back and lament,
Another days energy is spent,
Impassioned lovers wrestle as one,
Lonely man cries for love and has none,
New mother picks up and suckles her son,
Senior citizens wish they were young,
Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes colours from our sight,
Red is grey and yellow white,
But we decide which is right,
And which is an illusion.

A Feeling Like This

A smile that sets you free,
An infectious laugh and dreamy chocolate eyes,
Her wisdom is overshadowed by her sweet face
Her skin so soft and delicate,
Worlds apart,
She sets me ablaze, she lights me up,
I feel secure in her arms,
Love me, Embrace me
We live once, live for the moment
Take that chance