Whoah

Right now the situation I am in is a strange one, part of me is cut up inside worrying about someone very special, the other is at its wits end as to what to do to win her back. I have displayed my feelings many times, she knows I would bend over backwards and give her the world if I could. Is there something else I must do, A matter of trust is the issue? I can live with that, but I need to know one thing. Is there still a slight hint of chemistry left, you still have feelings for me? Am I still cute, do I still make you smile? That's all I need to know, like a man in the snow, I need to find that jacket, I need to be by the fire in winter. Early to say, time needs it's time, time needs to heal. For what I feel is a jellylike flutter, kick of a newborn, like a dose of bad porn. Time will tell, we can only see, either way it goes, i'm glad you were a part of me.