Life As We Know It

So I think life is one giant complex system....
So many things to think about and what not. I think we must make mistakes and fall as such, love and get our hearts broken a couple of times, get drunk and make a fool of ourselves. Why you ask? Save yourself the trouble you may say. Older and wiser is what you will be if you learn from these experiences. If you don't learn from these mistakes then one cannot grow and become wiser to the beings of life. I myself have made probably one two many mistakes in life....it bites you in the arse for sure. I am now wiser and better for it. On the subject of love and lust many people have said how lucky I have been, I for one consider myself very fortunate to have loved and lusted after and with so many girls. But I have missed out on some real gems.....all because of my immaturity, lack of thinking and greed. I have many times wished I could have done the right things with some woman, treated them better, been faithful, said how I have really felt and so on. I know I have hurt some people... I myself have also been hurt. Learn from it and make the right decisions next time....go with your heart....sometimes its a fine balance of looking after yourself and others.... I guess at the end go with whatever is going to make you happy at the end of the day...it's you that suffers when you suffer. Love every chance you get!!

Can Ya Fuckin Here Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=reuhRjgB6xg

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I don't know what happened,
I am a failure, fucked up every thing I've done
So many girls I've loved, I look at one and cry every time,
WTF, I am a fucking shambles.....
Love is too much too ask for...

Love Lockdown

I been waiting a long time,
The punishment is fitting to the crime....
I lied, cheated,
Through it all, you kept your cool,
Never heated....
I know I have hurt you before,
Now my heart sags on the floor.
Rekindled is my love,
My dreams, thoughts of you...A sign from above,
All I can do is dream ,pray...
Love from above, day by day
Hope is all I have to hold on too,
I'll save every nickle 'n' dime to get back to you..

Where You At........

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Regret

I miss you a thousand times over, I have seen you in my dreams of late....
I find myself daydreaming about you at work,
Reminiscing, admiring, wishing,
Your soft features, big smile, warm eyes and loving heart,
I miss you, I hope you read this and know Im talking about you......
It was always you, I screwed up from the start...
I want you back, in my life...to hold to kiss to share to smile.......
Aroha
Te Quiero

Where To From Here?

Oh no- here comes that sun again.
And that means another day without you my friend.
And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself.
And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.

And it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,

You just have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?
But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.

We've tried the goodbye so many days.
We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray.
They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free,
But I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery.
They say time will make all this go away,
But it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down
And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.

You just walk away, walk on, turn and head for the door.